As I breath in
I try to inhale the summer
I try to exhale my anxieties
My fears
My insecurities

I try watching ASMR videos that are supposed to calm a soul down
For hours before I drift off
Into a dream of nothingness
But with a million Lucifers shaped into the people I love
Crawling through my eyeballs

The dreams reek of darkness
The shadows pull me down
Till my skin dissolves
And my body dissipates
And all that remains
Not a memory
Not anything
But a skeleton